hopeless romantic

It has definitely been a WHILE since I've updated. Once again, I'm in a different position (still single) when it comes to love and relationships from when I wrote the last time. I've never been in love nor experienced it from a guy. (I'm supposed to be doing homework) BUT I was thinking and just jotted down how I currently feel about relationships and love.

I want to be the one you talk to all day.

I want to be the one you talk to about your day, how you're feeling.

I want to be there when you're sad, when you're happy. 

I want to be the one you feel comfortable enough crying to.

I want to be the one who talks shit to you AND kicks your ass when we play the game.

I want to be the one on your mind when you lay down at the end of the day

I wanna cook for you and rub your back after a long day. 

I wanna cater to you. I wanna be catered to.

I wanna spend hours just talking about anything and everything.

I wanna inspire you. 

I want to motivate you and I want you to encourage me.

Accept my flaws cause i'll love you for yours.

I wouldn't want anybody else cause you'll be all I need. 

I want people to look at us and say..

"They're so cute together. I want a relationship like that"

We'll laugh cause we know everything isn't perfect..

but still be together because we know it's all worth it. 

But, most of all..I want you to want me.

STRAIGHT LIKE THAT. lol :P

I'm tired of the non-commiters. I'm tired of the ones with hidden motives. I'm tired of the players and the liars. I'm tired of putting myself on the line and getting hurt. Unlike most, I don't blame the past, I'm just cautious. I'm a very smart, and strong minded young woman. I would say I'm "different", but it's far beyond that with me.  People always say "you seem like the perfect girl, if I had you, I wouldn't mess up"Why can't I experience happiness with someone else then?